Their temples hair look in the mirror, has been trying to black, but the new hair still stubbornly remind me already entered the age of 40.

It is some sob, originally, in my life, I can also recall the past thirty years......

The first ten years (1979---1989)

1979Years, the first year of recovery China lawyer system, Chinese exam I graduated in primary school, in the face of the composition proposition "my ideal", how to write"Want to be a lawyer when I grow up","I'll ride the court, and the legal"Sentence. If my lawyer dream need to define a starting point, then I think, begin, this passion ripple composition is my lawyer dream though, I do not really understand the lawyer occupation of hardship and effort required, but at least, I have established the goal of my life, I know all my future all will focus on the realization of a dream and efforts.

The teacher was very surprised at me from the dream rigid. In six years, I entered the province key middle school bainianlaoxiao Wenzhou in a school, I was a serious, liberal arts door can be included in the top ten, while science has always is the class last, even when high school final exam is not the price difference point to repeat my chemistry and physics I see, thanks to the school at all levels in the composition contest for the school for a lot of light, look at my senior into arts class can get rid of Physical Chemistry"Entanglement"Don't let me make up, let me only to continue to ascend to the graduating class. Although in our Wenzhou, a mathematician and physicist chemist alumni many, in the traditional sense is on science school, though my grandfather, father, uncle, aunt was a top temperature, but I read the liberal arts, but I won't have any"Unhappy"In the liberal arts classes, I feel just like a fish in water, served as class cadres, in the inter school in the city speech contest, accept the Mandarin speech correction, everything is in order to response training of their own ability, strengthen the careful thinking, let oneself can not lose in when entering politics and law College"Starting line"On the.

1985The summer before college entrance examination, when the voluntary reporting, fifth volunteer to me from the first volunteer a to specialist are Law School of law. The teacher asked me to adjust the volunteer choose several easy examination of University and professional, such as Chinese such as news, but I refused, saying if not admitted to law school, I prefer the coming year again! Because I love the laws of this industry, because somehow I have separated themselves from the lawyer occupation together. When East China University Of Politics and Law admission notice sent to, when I was a Chinese government in Beijing since the first from Wenzhou urban students finally stood on the garden floor, I know, I have realized their dreams a solid first step.

If the school life is a quiet and elegant Creek, University is a spectacular River waves.

The whole East China six provinces and one city talents together, want in numerous living beings in talent showing itself is a very difficult thing, need to pay more hard work than the college entrance examination. University's first summer, I started my law practice in the first law firm in Wenzhou city. At that time, the whole Wenzhou area only about two hundred lawyers and legal practitioners, and law graduate is very rare, a little legal knowledge so I just know at that time in Wenzhou is also a play. Remember I was always with the old lawyer based in the reception room, listening to door-to-door consultation parties grievances distress and give the patient explanation for their guide, written pleadings, agent to agent, written words, practice as every aspect of work of lawyers. To tell you the truth, I never considered maybe when I leave school may not become a lawyer and was assigned into the court's Procuratorate may, in my heart, in the court for the parties to speak in excitement, justice is my only dream.

I develop in the middle school time unyielding look let me become active in campus, every corner Taofen garden have my shadow: I am the LORD defend school debate team, are members of the school dancing team, is a school students welfare minister, class is the vice monitor......I am active let me know a lot of students and alumni, until now I still very proud to tell friends"I know the Chinese government83,84,85,86,87The class of", the main reason is that I was their social dance teacher! And more students know me because I was the debate and mock court hero. On the surface, I seem to be some"Be derelict in duty and run irrelevant business"In fact, after many years of looking back will understand that cloud water time left for me is not only sweet memories so simple, then meet friends until now still always give me help and guidance, then the people doing the train up to now let me benefit, then the excitation courage is still encouraged me to charge into the enemy ranks......

In the Chinese government, I completed the primitive accumulation of knowledge of the law to become a lawyer, also learned the legal thinking, form the correct world outlook and outlook on life.

1989In the summer, when I was going to cross the Chinese Government School of the time, I was so enormously proud of one's success, as if the whole tomorrow is brilliant, as if the bright future in my hands......

Second ten years(1989---1999)

Lin graduated89The unrest in early summer, let me have a new understanding of democratic politics, but also let me construction of the legal system have new feeling. Although I have got one's wish to be assigned to the Wenzhou Judicial Bureau, entered the city of Wenzhou foreign economic law firm. My lawyer's dream to realize. But go boom that is be raging like a storm, I love heart and a restless, I am eager to give yourself a challenge, go to the countries of the continental legal system to learn more knowledge of the law, I need the wider world to realize my ambition. So I applied for a visa to France to study at their own expense, and I was quickly obtained others dream of for a long time and cannot get a visa! That crucial moment of life that several steps, I believe, because1989Years10Month17Day night, I just turned twenty-one years old in the autumn, when I first flew it across the ocean, when I see the wing gradually out of Shanghai in the night sky as weeping when the lights, I can not be expected to me this to is actually the full ten years of youth to stay in france.

The hardships of life, arrived in France realize.

To the first week after the French, I spent almost my mother farewell to my1Million francs:3800Franc's tuition,4000Franc rent deposit and one month's rent,170Francs monthly subway, do students residence permit300Francs, student insurance850Franc......With the rest of the last300Francs, how to live, is placed in front of me the grim reality! The only way, only put down"God's favored one"Figure, temporarily forget his lawyer dream, to work, to make money, to maintain adequate food and clothing.

I almost went through Paris13Chinatown on every Chinese restaurant, begged them to give me a chance, even if not to pay, as long as the bag eats, let me wash the dishes, sweep the floor is OK, but, almost every restaurant has rejected me, because no one wants to hire a never worked in catering industry, do not understand end plate, do not know to open wine, don't even understand placing tableware"An inexperienced youth". To the end of hills and rivers will no doubt, a Vietnamese overseas Chinese to introduce small restaurant I went to a Wenzhou people when floor intern, monthly salary2800Francs, work every day4Hours, I almost flew to candidates, all reserve behind him. There, I learned how to hand end four bowls of rice, how two hands take time50Empty goblet, how elegant open the champagne, how eager to serve customers, and look forward to a few tips his hand......Two months later, I found a very close to home from school in the restaurant to do full-time waiter, I started a real part-time life: every day8:30To10:30In class, learning the language, law;11:00To14:30As a waiter;15:30To16:30Mutual learning, language and French students;18:00To night2Do waiters in nightclubs......

Such a day is hard. The daily sleep less than six hours, go around, let me practice a"Sleeping on the train station to wake up"The"Stunt", and vomit clean bar guest is I this life the most"Nausea"Work. Sometimes after work and the workers in the downstairs bar to drink a cup of beer, andBARMANBucket bicker leather is fun only when. There is no elevator I live on the six floor,, ran a day night go home two legs heavy as lead, go to the third floor and I often have to stop to have a rest. Back home, but also to learn in the morning the French word again back again, lest the second day is the strict teacher standing. The days of pitch-dark, but to live well, to mix a kind of idea supporting me, repeated day after day.

It lasted three years,1993Years with the help of friends, I have my first restaurant in Paris famous business district Montparnasse Boulevard"Hongkong floor";1995Years, has a star of China EU trade company;1997Years, I and some friends opened Paris's largest Chinese"Jin Qilin"CaraOKIn the restaurant and a Hot pot shop. During the period, I also had a driving school, at the same time, part-time real estate broker. I began to have a lot of French friends, holidays with friends around Europe, the European style palace in Senna River breeze leisurely and colorful life. My knowledge of French society also increasingly deep and into the,But my heart is a lonely, because this is not the life I want, prosperous behind, my lawyer dream still came in from time to time, the lecturefield in court pleasure look in my heart deeply stung me, remind me not to forget the real purpose of studying abroad. So, I walked away from the restaurant industry, to a French notarization law firms lawyer assistant. But limited to the French law for paralegals range limit, I cannot give my professional opinion in court, while the French law on China customer inner discrimination also let me feel sad to human dignity is violated.

1999The autumn of the year, old classmates invited me to attend"Ten anniversary of graduation from University"Party. See the classmates all summer, high spirits, many unknown to the public in school students have made the local top lawyer. And I in addition to money but no business sense of achievement, my lawyer dream once again began to recover. A conflict and return to France after deeply stimulate me, let me finally made a decision: to give up everything in the French record, take the package, home business!

That day I drove a side street in Paris District Sixth, lights flashing yellow light, because I have been very close to the junction and to accelerate the direct too, but someone crossing the road, and I am ready to slow down, and that people see a car came back, so I was accelerated, but the man and on the zebra crossing, I'll slow down......In the course of contacts, my car brakes stopped at the man. The Frenchman directly a fist in my car cover, howl:"Xx!Why are you Asian dogs can drive a Mercedes Benz and we French have to walk?!"I slowly underground car, opens the crowd, glaring at the arrogance of the French, to say:"Sir, I'll tell you why, because I work very hard and you're on the road, so I run quickly you can only walk!"In consternation in the eyes of the people, I snapped:"If nothing else, I hope you'll soon disappear in front of me!"I got into the car, the detonation speed off. I was in the car left in tears, I finally understand:Even if I wore her best suit on the most expensive car, I can't change my black eyes and yellow skin, I is dignified and imposing the Chinese, why should I accept the insult in the land of others is to create wealth but also for them?

2000Years5Month30Day, I returned to the embrace of the motherland.

Back in France for ten years, let me from an ignorance of youth transition to a mature man, let me learn the external edges in the heart of unyielding stretch, let me realize"No gains without pains"Artistic conception, let me know"The opportunity always comes to those who are prepared"Truth, at the same time, also let me understand"All roads lead to Rome"The true meaning of life. Ten years of experience, on the surface, not reflected in my diploma and legal knowledge, but ten years to my life experience is enough to make me, aftertaste life.
    Third ten years(1999---2009)

I went back to the road for ten years, leaving me to bar bar exam review time is only the last three months! You know I have no contact with Chinese law for ten years, I have not lived in China atmosphere for ten years.1989To2000Years, China development change rapidly, laws and regulations China also keep pace with the times, and when I read the Chinese government not to increase the number of rich! In the face of a mountain review, I will collapse. But I encourage the mother said:"One hundred hard days, fifty years of happiness". A mother is a mother, maternal love is infinite, looked at the mother expecting eyes, think of yourself in France the hard struggle, think of those who are humiliated humiliating tears, think of heart unyielding lawyer dream, I know I have no retreat, march forward courageously pass the bar exam is the only way to the realization of my dream! For three months, I almost didn't step out of the bar exam review site closed one step, take out just to France to work hard of spirit, to get up early, even eat in and test friend discussion, no holidays without a break, be like hunger and thirst to absorb digestive legal knowledge, legal knowledge in France have reference to carry forward his knowledge, and after three months I was miraculously to score in one fell swoop through called"Chinese first exam"The lawyer qualification examination!

2001Spring is warm to me. Stop when sworn in the Bund before the statue of Marshal Chen Yi, I burst into tears once again. People don't understand my tears, only I know to stand here, I walked many roads, in order to be able to hand the little red book, I pay much hardship! The little drops of the past, whether it is happy or painful whether joy or helpless, have in the past, for me, twenty years of lawyer dream until the moment it becomes true, my lawyer career has just taken the first step in the long march!

As with all new lawyer line just, contradiction motion less and to make a living while also troubled me. But I'm not await one's doom, my every day is happy to visit my old fellow classmates, old friends, old classmates, friends, and fellow, office colleagues and their friends, and each one is willing to sit down and talk to me--Whether he is a wealthy person's boss, or ordinary people exchanges, to promote my lawyer, let them feel the life has a lawyer friend is so beautiful. I will never forget who I am in Paris to work sixteen hours a day, a stick of bread and a bottle of water by the poor life, but I believe that, since so difficult days are survived, and now his country, has a respectable Chaoyang occupation, there is what can't be overcome? Winter is past, the spring is not far away.
Gradually, the case more, I never care about the case size, and care about whether there is justice in the flash case, even very small case, but I think the objective facts to support case appeal, as long as I think case appeal to obtain legal support, as long as I think the case has challenge sex, I always it is hard to pay all the enthusiasm to do, do not ask too much in return, just give me the opportunity to practice. I employed third years Chen v. a hospital medical damage compensation appeal case become an important step of my career.

2003Every year, I chat in the dental and dental doctors, he told me that a friend of his story: the unhappy girl25Years old, because the left eye canthus fibroma of the disease was a famous doctor go to a three level of first-class hospital operation, the results for intraoperative accidentally severed the levator muscle of upper eyelid eyelid may result from disfiguring half closed, the trial does not constitute a medical so hospitals without loss, rejected her appeal. I immediately realized the agile appeal, because the law of my intuition told me that girls"The half closed eyelids"The consequences of the damage and the doctor's operation, so as long as that the hospital has fault in the course of treatment, both technical and can avoid and failed to prevent or remedy, can reverse the verdict. I urge the friend introduced the girls let me know, I help her do the second free!The girl was my enthusiastic and stick moved, the success has given up hope was ignited again, she agreed to let me do her second agent. The next case, I carefully read the dossier, found in hospital"Preoperative informed"Lists such as"Postoperative hyperemia""Visual acuity"Other symptoms but only did not inform"The half closed eyelids"The possible postoperative sequelae! That is to say the hospital in the preoperative inform deprived patient's right to know, which deprives the patient operation and not possible options. Evidence of this opens the breakthrough in the case! I looked all over the world on the patient's legal right to know description, according to the related theories home is like a raging fire debate on personal injury compensation, write fifteen pages of nearly six thousand words of the second agent views, boldly put forward"Medical informed consent"The concept of. Fortunately, we met a court of second instance the prodigy Zhou Xiao judge, she is also the judicial practice innovative pioneer, she gathered together the expert argumentation, the decision to support our appeal!

One stone arouses 1000 billow, the verdict of the first successful legal career of my second case because it is made before the "several issues concerning the application of law in the trial of personal injury compensation cases the interpretation of" a month and published in the high court, by each big media reprinted, "people's Daily" overseas edition is called"Chinese patients the right to know the first successful case"! CCTV "today" column also made special reports. I was"Fame", all kinds of personal injury lawsuits come in a throng, the dentist three brothers have become my intimate friends, their family business became my client, the case hospital and even hired me to do their legal adviser, my lawyer business is now on the right track......

Many of the small case success let me deeply aware of"A small case also can do a great spirit", recognize"A drop of water can reflect the sun's light", recognize"The only real knowledge comes from practice", recognize"Judges and lawyers are creators, legal forerunner, experience"The essence of the theory. But I also saw his legal knowledge shallow,"Not only the argument argument"Shortcomings still did not fix, law theory need to be improved. In order to avoid"The book to use square hate less"Regret happens again,2003I decided to choose to return to the campus of Fudan University, to pursue a master's degree in law. After three years, almost every Friday, Saturday, I was holding a thick textbooks and learning materials on the run between the home, law firms and fudan. In Fudan, I re immersed in legal atmosphere, pick up its essence, to its dregs, make the legal level their strive for further improvement, teacher, Professor Chen Haoran, Professor Duan to Professor Zhang Shixin, Professor Sun Xiaoping, where, until now still I always ask, and I Wenzhou people deeply the bold"Greenwood spirit"Let me make a number of classmates or friends, three outstanding lawyer I Huihong team came in my university master class.

With the legal theory level, my business ability more exquisite, all kinds of honor followed:2004Years,2006Years,2008Years I have been rated as Luwan District outstanding young lawyer, excellent lawyer of Luwan District, Shanghai"Four or five"Legal publicity and advanced individual and the third Shanghai excellent young lawyers, I led the team in high hope law firm2006Years been rated as Luwan District"The youth civilization", in2008Annual review of Luwan District"The teacher loves to teach"Advanced collective, in2009Annual review of Shanghai City"The Communist Youth League"......

Behind the honor is more social responsibility. My team and I realized that law is a social person, we are all given by the people, then return to the society, legal advocacy, better service we be one's unshirkable responsibility for the people. So, we Huihong team busy figure in the community, in the school, the scene appeared in the legal aid, in nursing homes, orphanages, blood donation house, we support rights for old people to advocate for account, born out of wedlock, running for the right of claim of disabled people......Not what is for the public service to rally the heart of the team, everyone in the social vulnerable groups in the appreciation of the maximum return and maximum satisfaction, children and old people smile is our motivation to continue to move forward......

If say, before I return to oneself in the case of talent and some success rather pleased with oneself's words, and Bao Peilun, Qian Liping, Miu Linfeng several counsels cooperation benefit me a lot, and Jiang Xian counsel a chance to cooperate more is proud of me a blow and a shout: witness the Oriental bar for a small data verification of several questions, for a word usage of proxy word repeatedly, feel the counsel"The hands of a pen, in thousands of soldiers"Passion, listen to the counsel of trial talk rapidly., eloquent, I finally understand, originally a good lawyer can is a kind of take it leisurely and unoppressively calm such, except in a graceful attitude that map out a strategy to succeed, no war and enemy soldiers. Think of your own court style, so overbearing that fail to show restraint, live but unforgiving, blankly attack but forgot the true purpose of lawsuit......I am deeply ashamed, deep remorse, "lawyer" of this sea, I also just breeze blowing, can not afford to take a ripple......

2008Years of6Month, I worship Jiang Xian lawyer as a teacher. The lawyer career path I has opened a new chapter. In my way, there are many twists and turns confused, teachers and elders is a lamp, illuminate my way forward. The teacher is my idol, the teacher taught me, I learn from a teacher, teacher training, I understand from the teacher, all is in order to repay the teacher, beyond the teacher. Only by standing on the shoulders of giants, we can fly higher, farther.

 "Son Kawakami said: It passes like this. husband", trance is over the past thirty years. Think of79Years of my composition, the ending was standard"The slogan":"When the2000Years, we achieve the four modernizations..."Then feel2000Years is so far away, and suddenly we had thirty years of reform and opening up we entered the twenty-first Century nine years; think89Year end, I stood in the French Louvre museum because can not afford to buy tickets to ninety francs and rustle in the wind shaking the miserable, and now I'm with my wisdom and diligence to create their own piece of heaven and earth; think99Years before returning to the house and cut off all means of retreat tears determination, and suddenly I had to practice8In Shanghai out of its own way. Time flies, in the dead of night, always remember his once passed through wind and rain, have flowers, and too much regret: if can be learned in large law firms in middle school, it wouldn't be true not understand the law firm management and headache; if was able to set foot in the non litigation business, then it will not to draft a contract text perfectly and trouble; if......But life is not if, all have occurred also is we need to bear, all the regret, only with more efforts to make up for.

In thirty years, people have changed, but my lawyer dream has not changed, in my heart it is still so clear so powerful. I was successful, because I was in the way of your dreams to me; I was happy, because I revel in their favorite cause...... 2009Years, is Chinese lawyer system restore thirty anniversary, and I firmly believe that, after thirty years, I am still Chinese lawyers in a valiant soldier, because, my lawyer dream will continue, because in the courtroom, the lawyer always full of youthful passion!

Authors: Ji Shijun